HER ADVENTURE

She was the type to try new things, new destinations, new places.
Always to the point, quick to get up in peoples faces.
She didn't care about doing right or doing wrong.
She was quiet sometimes, but a freak when the music went on.

She was a party girl, always UP for a good time.
In fact even when she slept, you could wake her UP for a good time.
UP for a good time, she don't give a fuck, but she do for a good time.
Life is short so she worked HARD for a good time.


Quite unusual, she had mad hobbies.
She liked to wrestle, she loved it when somebody touched her body.
She was crazy though, just into freaky shit.
She loved to waterfight & sometimes even skinny dip.

She'd go swimming until she felt sick.
Vomit her guts out, then lack the strength to stand, so she'd just sit.
She'd never go nowhere though, without her favourite jacket.
She'd let you strangle her until she could no longer hack it.
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BRB - Commiting Suicide

Some days I cannot hide,
The way I feel inside.
I feel to type back:
Brb, I'm just attempting suicide.

Excuse me if somedays,
That smile of mine escapes me,
And excuse me if I go to sleep,
Wishing they could never wake me.

I can't help the way I feel inside.
So I type back Brb, I'm just commiting suicide.

My heart is not like yours,
My brain just doesn't seem to work the same.
Life is not so easily remedied,
As an autotuned T-Pain.

Some days,
I just can't find the will to move,
And somedays I feel lost,
Despite feeling I have nothing to lose.

And in the end,
I just can't help the way I feel inside.
You nudging me is pointless,
Brb, I'm off commiting suicide.

How funny I am,
Some days I amuse me.
My own gift for humour,
Is one of the few things I do see.

Such irony,
I just typed 'Be Right Back'.
But now I'm swinging from the ceiling,
I won't come back.

Sorry to say,
But the impact of your emoticons escape me.
I just deleted life,
For me there is no escape key.

This is sick,
A tale of a hopeless friend.
You just witnessed the diary of a murder over MSN.


(A sadistic poem - why? I just don't know)


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I Miss You Like _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I miss you like autumn,
Attacking the trees.
Missing you like how the branches are missing their leaves.

I miss you like a birthday on a leap year; so far gone.
Thinking of when I last basked in your company - it seems so long.

I miss you like a parent,
Missing a child.
Who once was so promising,
But has since ran wild.

I miss you like a little kid,
Missing a tooth.
Looking out for the fairy,
Trying to discover the truth.

I miss you like a puppet,
Missing a string;
Denounced of freedom,
Just like a butterfly missing a wing.

I miss you like a writer,
Missing a pad.
I'm feeling lost,
Like an angry child missing a dad.

I miss you like the very sky,
Missing the clouds.
The way I miss you,
So much...
Where are you now...?


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Nothing Even Matters...

Short hair... long hair...
Dark skin... light skin...
All I care for is the shade of her attitude...
The length of her ambition.

Eyes too squinted... lips too big...
If her eyes can see a future with her, me & a few kids,
If her lips can release three words that when combined state "I love you"...
Then nothing even matters to me.

Nothing even matters, except the way I feel when were alone.
Nothing even matters, as long as your heart becomes my home.

Big thighs... large breasts...
Straight weave... oh please!
None of that really matters to me.
As long as the breasts can feed our newborn,
Everythings all right with me.
As long as the thighs can help get you to the alter, then I'm content with the woman before me.
As for the hair, I just don't care,
Your head will be delicately buried in the pillow,
Or pressed against my chest while we listen to the birds on the other side of the window.

Apart from you, me, us...
Nothing even matters much...

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Message

I have not sat down & written in such a while, that I find myself trying to re-find my own personal style & flow.

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Learnt To Love

I am merely flesh & bone,
Just a man, tempted by women, fear & doubt.
Her heart is my desire,
I want to know her inside & out.

Sprawled across my sheets she lay.
The beauty of her assets, her smile takes away.
In her I find truth, a shallow vessel I no longer am.
She makes me want to love her, night & day.

It is true I am not innocent,
Of course I have fed upon my fair share,
My body tainted by my rash need to let my raw sexuality explode.
But in her I find a deeper want, so we both keep on our clothes.

I need not rhyme these words I write.
I need not hear you praise me.
My heart has already found the flow (of love),
Thats how she made me.

So despite my outer shell,
My appearance & the tales you hear.
I have left the shallow me behind,
I can love, at least whenever she is near.


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My dream...

I cannot allow my child to be a victim. I want her/him/them to be everything I'm not. I have nothing worthy to pass on, so I will mould her/him/them into my dreams instead of my reality. To my unborn child, I would like you to surpass everything I am/was or could have been. Be my Gohan and grow stronger than I ever could.


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Message

Please excuse the quality of my latest blog posts. I am simply trying to get myself in the habit of posting & publishing regularly.
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Can You See

Eyes do as they do,
I see the lies & the truth.
I have seen the wisdom of the old surpass the ignorance of the youth.
With eyes open as wide as an open mind,
A strong upbringing shields me from roaming the earth blind...
I struggle to comprehend many things that my eyes fail to see.
But in the end, it is my mind itself that will eventually set me free.


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There She Lay

THERE SHE LAY

It's as if I awoke from one dream, & descended into another.
There in my arms lay my heart, my pride & my lover.
Her image was a beauty, my logic could never hope to name.
In my chest burnt a fire, Helios himself could not tame.
Her beauty remained resting; silent - in a slumber so deep.
She had become my kryptonite - making me so strong yet so weak.


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